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Depression by xxxCookieNinja, literature

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Depression

Depression- Depression looks like an empty wardrobe. Nothing inside... Just emptiness... Just black. Depression feels like no pain imaginable. It feels like the cuts on her arms. It feels like a broken heart that has been torn out and crushed. Depression sounds like her blood pouring from her veins and flowing down the sink. It sounds like her screams that no one else ever hears. Depression smells like blood, tissues, tears, stitches and bandages. Depression tastes like her tears that fall, Depression tastes like her blood spattered on the wall, Depression tastes like nothing at all...

Loveless by xxxCookieNinja, literature

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Loveless

I'm standing on a cold beach looking out to sea, watching the waves crash against the shore... I can smell the air heavy with salt and moisture. I can feel the fine sand between my toes scratching against my skin. I am wearing a thin, short, and torn white dress and I can feel the cold and angry wind slicing against my bare skin. I look to my left and I see no one... I look to my right and still... no one. Nothing... Just and endless stretch of beach. Standing here I feel lonely; I am always lonely these days. But in that moment I realised that I am far lonelier when I am around people than when I am actually alone. Looking

You're A Star by xxxCookieNinja, literature

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You're A Star

You light up my life brighter than anything else, Cause baby your a star. You're the centre of my Universe, The Sun to my Earth, The ring to my Saturn, The stars in my sky, the Martians to my Mars, And the Planets to my Galaxy. You sucked me in like a black hole, And my love for you is ever expanding just like our universe. Your beauty could stop the Earth's rotation, My love For you is beyond explanation. I almost didn't finish this poem because of procrastination So, Tonight when I go outside, And gaze up at the night sky, I will make a wish upon a shooting star, That no matter how far away, Your feeling

Insomnia by xxxCookieNinja, literature

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Insomnia

Even now I still can't sleep You capture my attention, You keep me awake at night, No matter how exhausted I am, You're the one person Who can keep me awake. You're the one person... Who can make me smile No matter how heartbroken I am, Or tear me apart And break me Into a million pieces, With a few simple words. You have the ability To make me feel rage Or instantly calm me down. Even though you have so much power over me, I still love you with all my heart And I never meant to hurt you xo

Loving You Is Suicide by xxxCookieNinja, literature

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Loving You Is Suicide

The cut The blood I need it I Want it Thinking about it Makes me wonder Will you even miss me When I'm gone ? The rush The pain The haze The thoughts My last thoughts of you The words... My last words.. Four words... "loving you is suicide" The damage Will anyone care? Will anyone miss me? Will anyone even notice? The death You won't even know it happened Till its too late... Loving you is suicide..

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Depression by xxxCookieNinja, literature

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Depression

Depression- Depression looks like an empty wardrobe. Nothing inside... Just emptiness... Just black. Depression feels like no pain imaginable. It feels like the cuts on her arms. It feels like a broken heart that has been torn out and crushed. Depression sounds like her blood pouring from her veins and flowing down the sink. It sounds like her screams that no one else ever hears. Depression smells like blood, tissues, tears, stitches and bandages. Depression tastes like her tears that fall, Depression tastes like her blood spattered on the wall, Depression tastes like nothing at all...

Loveless by xxxCookieNinja, literature

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Loveless

I'm standing on a cold beach looking out to sea, watching the waves crash against the shore... I can smell the air heavy with salt and moisture. I can feel the fine sand between my toes scratching against my skin. I am wearing a thin, short, and torn white dress and I can feel the cold and angry wind slicing against my bare skin. I look to my left and I see no one... I look to my right and still... no one. Nothing... Just and endless stretch of beach. Standing here I feel lonely; I am always lonely these days. But in that moment I realised that I am far lonelier when I am around people than when I am actually alone. Looking

You're A Star by xxxCookieNinja, literature

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You're A Star

You light up my life brighter than anything else, Cause baby your a star. You're the centre of my Universe, The Sun to my Earth, The ring to my Saturn, The stars in my sky, the Martians to my Mars, And the Planets to my Galaxy. You sucked me in like a black hole, And my love for you is ever expanding just like our universe. Your beauty could stop the Earth's rotation, My love For you is beyond explanation. I almost didn't finish this poem because of procrastination So, Tonight when I go outside, And gaze up at the night sky, I will make a wish upon a shooting star, That no matter how far away, Your feeling

Insomnia by xxxCookieNinja, literature

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Insomnia

Even now I still can't sleep You capture my attention, You keep me awake at night, No matter how exhausted I am, You're the one person Who can keep me awake. You're the one person... Who can make me smile No matter how heartbroken I am, Or tear me apart And break me Into a million pieces, With a few simple words. You have the ability To make me feel rage Or instantly calm me down. Even though you have so much power over me, I still love you with all my heart And I never meant to hurt you xo

Loving You Is Suicide by xxxCookieNinja, literature

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Loving You Is Suicide

The cut The blood I need it I Want it Thinking about it Makes me wonder Will you even miss me When I'm gone ? The rush The pain The haze The thoughts My last thoughts of you The words... My last words.. Four words... "loving you is suicide" The damage Will anyone care? Will anyone miss me? Will anyone even notice? The death You won't even know it happened Till its too late... Loving you is suicide..

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About xxxCookieNinja

Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Nov 6
Australia
Deviant for 12 years
www.taylor-thelion.tumblr.com
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My Bio

Hi!~ My name is Taylor. I love anime, cosplay and i'm a total gamer. i have more guy friends than female friends because of my love of video games, some of the games i like are: MMORPG's, CoD, KH 1&2, FF7, Battlefield, Tekken 6 and ALOT more :) I also speak/am Learning Korean, Japanese, & Italian. I Live in/Was born in Australia, but I'm American, Italian, Australian and Native American, so I'm a bit of a mixed breed, which is why no one can guess my nationality! XD I Will probably put some cosplay pictures up asap. Watch, Fave and Comment pplz
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Current Residence: Australia
Favourite genre of music: Jrock, Kpop, Rap, Techno, Dance, Trance, Rock.. Everything Except Country XD
Favourite style of art: Anime & Cosplay Pics
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch.
Wallpaper of choice: An Awesome KH one :)
Favourite cartoon character: Sora & Riku From Kh, And Cloud From FF7
Personal Quote: Warfare isn't a game, peace is love. Where is the love?

Favourite Movies

Memories Of Nobody & The First Pokemon Movie... I Cried When Ash ''Died'', L

Favourite TV Shows

Death note, Naruto, Cardcapters, Vampire Knight, Spirited Away and much more!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The GazettE, Short Stack, Utada Hikaru, Big Bang, Dj Ear worm, And Heaps More :P

Favourite Games

Kingdom Hearts 1&2, CoD, Battlefield, Zelda, Mario, Final Fantasy, Naruto etc

Favourite Gaming Platform

Ps2

Tools of the Trade

Computer, Pencils/pens, paper, camera

Other Interests

Anime, cosplay, Karate, computers, gaming, technology etc :3

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Devious Journal Entry

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1. YOUR NAME: Taylor 2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of name plus izzle) Tayizzle ? 3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) Blue turtle

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Devious Journal Entry

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~JANZULIZA (https://www.deviantart.com/janzuliza) tagged me xD RULES 1.You must post the rules. 2. Each person must post 5 things about themselves in their journal. 3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create ten new questions for the people you tag to answer. 4. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal. 5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them. 6. No tag backs. 7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 10 people. Hurrhurr. Facts: 1. I love :iconMRhopelessromantic: 2. I have social anxiety D: 3. I Play maplestory. I play at

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Reason for lack of uploads..

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Hey everyone.. Uh the reason why I haven't uploaded anything in a long time is that I got dumped by someone I love, and am depressed. It isn't their fault it just certain circumstances mean we cant really be together. Also my Samsung laptop smashed so I lost my files, along with the fact I have started school so I have less time to draw and write and ect. If I can find some paper at my dads ill try ad draw something for you guys. I started writing something today actually but its on my iPad ad thats at home. Ill upload that ASAP

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Is you here Taylor?

Yeshh~ Hello -waves-

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Thanks for the fav!

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Thanks for the faves in my costume gallery! <3

>u< thanks for the fav!